A Mother's Love

I am a hard headed person, don't know how to listen someone's advice, a mother's advice and a friends advice but sometimes being a hard headed kind of person can make us a better and independent person.  The thought is that " I can learned from my own mistakes".  Awakened for my own ideas, decisions and actions. But, be careful of that decisions you make, make sure you will not regret of what are those consequences in the near future.

Yes, it is really painful to have this broken relationship, abandonment, reject, down and unexpected happenings that comes in my life. I am blocked with my own desire, experience with those unfaithful, irresponsible of whom I am in-love with. But in any seconds and minute of my life I never think to stop my life because of these shitty experiences. It made me stronger, fighter. brave and clever person to choose these decisions to make myself BETTER instead of making myself BITTER. And do you know, why? Because of my of my very own beloved daughter that makes me smile every minute, made me strong and made my life excited to wake up each day to give her a happy and meaningful life.

She is already 4 years old right now and i will send her to school this coming June. I'm so excited again to face the next ladder of what we call the PARENTS WORLD/ (single parent) I mean. It is really hard to discipline this line of ages. She always tried my patient, my kindness that's why being a parent you must be strong,  strict but kind in every actions specially by every mestakes that she will be doing . To discepline our kidos is a very important thing we must do as a parent, the secret also to achieved the intellingence of ones kid. Knows, how to respect to elders and to herself. Sometimes, It made me cry secretly to see her crying but I need too.  And every time I am down and think to give up I'll just remember my little girl who wants to be like me and I don't really dissapoint her. A mothers love is a long and lasting and unconditional.